it was a terrible mistake, a terrible discovery and a terrible feeling i had.

WHY WHY WHY T.T

i really feel lyk dying..

BUT I WONT LUH.

ZZZ

E NEWS.
i JOINED THE COMBINED SCIENCE LEAGUE !!
its e only way for me to have an easier way out i guess.
HOPE i can change e bell curve.
HAHA.
n practical chemistry for combined science very fun to do ley.
HAHA.
but oso darn rush. T.T

hmms.
lemme see.
many things happen in this week.
everybody change place.
PUIPUI is on her lil island.
and SO FAR AWAY FRM ME.
ALICIA AND PAMELA STILL REMAIN TOGETHER.
ARR
jiawen not my partner ler, becam JAMIE.
HAHA.
SHES NICE.
ZZZ.
then on bloody thursday NITE
i received a msg frm a sir SAYING THAT I HAV TO RETAKE SSGT TEST
WAT THE !!!
then...
*pause* not only me, still got others.
ZZZ.
*continue* e msg stated that we had some dishonesty.
ZZZ.
!!!!!
i hate to admit but its true ><
but wen we do e test ONLY HC was there.
H**** C***
!!!!
MUST BE HE SAY WAN LUH.
LOL.
i was darn pissed at that tym.
REALLY REALLY
okays, NOT REALLY
HAHA

T.T

but WE DID NOT RETAKE.
it WAS BLOODY HELL POSTPONED !!!!
so i stayed back for nothing wit e others.
BUT NEVERMINDS I DID SOME MATHEMATICS.
and i successfully solve one difficult question.
was really ^^
HAHA.

N E MOST FRUSTRATING PART IS COMING.
I LOST A PEN.
cos i kindly lend my pen to juniors AND THEY TELL ME THEY DINT SEE IT BEFORE.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lent 2 pens, luckily managed to get back one.
OKAYS,

ITS ONLY A PEN. but its really saddening to feel that somebody borrowed something frm you and ended up not giving back. i mean its kinda irresponsible frm my point of view. no matter what, wen u lend frm somebody something, you shouldnt lend it to others, unless you get the owner's permission right ? or else how are you gonna account for e missing items.

sincerely, amanda.

SIGHS.

ITS ONLY A PEN !!!!!!!!!
*brainwashing in progress*